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hey there i miss you Mr. Green, happy to hear from you a new name huh (cute) ill talk to ya later take care. fly

[flygirlfly]
2007-05-21 10:17:06

Still Alive ps I will put pics on as soon as we work out how the heck to download them onto the new computer! x x x[Susans] 2007-05-21 02:12:29

Still Alive

still waiting for your update lol...thanks for your comments!

Susans x

[Susans]
2007-05-21 02:08:48

Still Alive

thanks for your comments. when are you gonna up date and tell us some stuff that is happening.  I really appreciated what you wrote. Hey I looked back on your pics which I missed cause I was absent...you sure are pretty. And YES sexy...oh to be young again....

Susans x

[Susans]
2007-05-18 07:12:55

Still Alive

Ive been absent for months, and I am alive too

Susans x x x

[Susans]
2007-05-10 06:03:59

Still Alive Hey nice to hear from you. Hope all is well! [Sapphires] 2007-04-30 07:29:10

Pics <3 Pics <3 Pics <3 hey long time no word from you.. hope all is well. [Sapphires] 2007-02-08 03:00:37

Pics <3 Pics <3 Pics <3

You are really pretty... that shirt is kewl :o)

I am glad you are starting school soon... it will keep you busy and hopefully happy. Good luck with nick :o)

[Sapphires]
2007-01-22 01:09:26

Pics <3 Pics <3 Pics <3 you're so pretty! lol i like the good in bed shirt. [jazzypurplediary] 2007-01-21 21:08:55

Pics <3 Pics <3 Pics <3 lol.. iights... well ur pretty to...[GtTweetyLuva] 2007-01-21 20:41:08

Pics <3 Pics <3 Pics <3

i dink paul is hott

[GtTweetyLuva]
2007-01-21 20:35:15

Hmmm...? yay i will post pic maybe now if i can get them lol yay.fly[flygirlfly] 2007-01-17 18:19:50

Hmmm...?

Thanx for commenting... living with a MiL sux :o)

Hope all is well on your side.

Love,

[Sapphires]
2007-01-16 04:24:42

Hmmm...?

hey there, i just wanted to stop by and say thank you for all your sweet comments you have left me. They put a smile on my face :-) sorry i havent commened sooner ive been really busy.

but thanks again sweetie.

by the way i love this entry and i can relate to it sooooooooo much lol.

take care honey <3

[HotPinkSuicide]
2007-01-12 10:06:25

Hmmm...? i know what you mean in this entry, i hope you feel better i miss you, your my girl ben there for me for like forever, i was looken at my last entry from a long time ago you i saw your comments its so great iam so greatful thank you............................flyMr. Green[flygirlfly] 2007-01-08 11:57:45

Hmmm...?

Ugh... I know that feeling.. when you are not sure if the other person feels the same.. if there really is something u feel.. anyways .... I hope you figure it out soon and feel better.

*hugs* and a Happy New Year.

[Sapphires]
2007-01-03 01:41:39

Hmmm...? Seems like your year is starting with a major rollercoaster ride... Sit down, relax, think about all the things in life that you enjoy... Boys are silly, ask me :D... Enjoy![LifeAsAStranger] 2007-01-01 11:55:20

Pictures, everybody loves pictures :o) pretty :) i love the bowtie =][PerpetuallySearching] 2006-12-20 14:15:54

Really Bad Mood

Yup I am happy about that. Now that we know what the prob is, it can be taken care of.

[Sapphires]

2006-12-20 02:41:39

Really Bad Mood hey girl just wanted to stop by and show some love i miss you lol just bnen working hard x-mas isnt far along so i have to do what i got to do i also love the pic on mypaces have to get me a new one too...........................fly but take care much love from over here[flygirlfly] 2006-12-07 18:36:44

Really Bad Mood

sorry that your so unhappy

mdd deletes all my entries thats y in the midst of writing i always copy it lol...just in case ya know

[1bap]
2006-12-03 19:17:37

Really Bad Mood

I am sorry things are not well for you.  I hope you can move to a better place soon and find a better job too.. something that u like.

RYN: Servant Quarters are not uncommon over here :o)

[Sapphires]
2006-11-28 00:49:14

Really Bad Mood i'm sorry that you are unhappy is just sometimes when you come home to the same stuff it gets to you, i think you need something in you life that you would or go out and do something that you never would do befor i dont know, i dont even know what i'm talking about just trying to help i guess.............................fly[flygirlfly] 2006-11-25 13:36:23

Really Bad Mood Sorry that you are so unhappy!  I pray that things get better for you and your mom.  [Jeweliet] 2006-11-21 15:48:00

carebearfreak sure thing hun!![CaReBeArFrEaK] 2006-11-19 17:24:48

Short and boring! Hey long time no update. Hope all's well! [Sapphires] 2006-11-17 11:40:11

Short and boring!

hey thanks alot for your comment. it was soo sweet. but in all honesty if u could see me right now u wouldnt think i was pretty at all. but thanks anyway. ill add u to my faves and keep up with you.

thanks again.

xoxox

[CaReBeArFrEaK]
2006-11-14 22:27:19

Short and boring! i will get the pics up soon lol....fly[flygirlfly] 2006-11-10 05:11:45

Short and boring! lol ya it was short you dont have halloween over there mmm what do you have over there that we dont................fly[flygirlfly] 2006-10-31 23:52:19

Short and boring!   Hope that you like your new home.  Have a blessed weekend! [Jeweliet] 2006-10-27 14:36:25

Short and boring!

i defently didnt want silicone...i have heard to many bad things about them.  my body rejected my belly botton piercing....but i got it re done and it was fine. so u might just want to talk to a professional about it...they can prolly tell u more about that kinda thing then i can. im only 17. but i do have alot of expierence. so anyway i hope ive helped u out some.

write me anytime u need

love always,

Marisa 

[CaReBeArFrEaK]
2006-10-26 12:20:21

Short and boring! hey there, first of all thanks for the comment!! and second of all breast implants....im not gonna lie to you, it was painful as hell, but worth it cause they turned out awesome. i didnt want them to look fake so i went from a small A to a large B and they look amazing. i had a great surgon. but i my pain level was unreal...very painful my back hurt more then anything. it was hard to brethe. but that just varies with people ...my step mom had it done and she was fine in 3 days. but it took me over a week and a half to feel better. but if u do deside to get them then i wish u all the luck in the world.

if u ever have any other questions then feel free to ask me.

bye bye hun.[CaReBeArFrEaK]
2006-10-26 11:30:52

Short and boring! Good luck with everything :o) [Sapphires] 2006-10-26 04:15:55

a**h***s, all of them I loved it, thinking "Izzy!!!! Don't cut the cord!!! Burke isn't going to get there in time!!! Look he's shot!!!!!!!!!!!!!!"[jazzypurplediary] 2006-10-16 16:19:14

a**h***s, all of them    Sorry that he hurt you.  Crying or Very sad Heart Hugs for your heartache. [Jeweliet] 2006-10-16 12:25:23

a**h***s, all of them

hey i can tell u tht yes there is a decent guy out their tht treats ppl ryt, hes my bf n im not jus sayin tht cos hes my bf im sayin it cos its tru, hes kind considerate carin,n he tells me he love3s me everyday n sh*t like tht, decent guys r about they jus dnt cum around very often. i have a similar relatiosnhip with my ex stu we broke up 6 months ago n i heard hes obsessed with me n he ses everytime he sees me he wans me bk yet he keeps askin me to meet him wots tht about lol n yesit does hurt cos i wanna be mates with him.

little miss lost

[littlemisslost]

2006-10-16 06:04:37

Tiny One i lovew the pic of you on myspace with the red hair lol maybe becaues i love the color red but you look very cute .......................fly[flygirlfly] 2006-10-08 20:40:13

Tiny One lol cute entry hehe hey you got a puppy now awww yaya what kind is it i hope its not like mine becaues thats why its bad lol, my dog is 7 months now and shes still bad as hell i also took her to the doctor and got her shots it wasnt bad at all for her but thats good that your not with that guy anymore becaues he wasnt all that from the start but its great that your open and free untill the goood guy comes along for you, you have myspace look me up my display name on there is flyrican, you;ll find me belive me lol its the pic on there with arianna hehe, but your right i too look back and say to myslef what the hell was i thinking but i guess thats the point about it all you live and you learn...........................fly[flygirlfly] 2006-09-27 10:44:58

Tiny One awww! what type of dog is it?[jazzypurplediary] 2006-09-27 03:45:19

Tiny One

 Wise entry!  Powerful and real life lessons.  Glad that you are on track!

   Wishing you a good day!,

         Jewel

[Jeweliet]
2006-09-26 08:15:44

Still here lol iam happy to know you are still here hehe undate soon lady miss you much love............................fly [flygirlfly] 2006-09-25 19:13:05

Still here Love you too :) [Sapphires] 2006-09-18 02:29:34

meh... hey girl i miss you come back soon...............fly[flygirlfly] 2006-09-11 18:30:52

meh... ya i hate it when he mean becaues i know he could be so nice but whats up with you how you ben...................fly[flygirlfly] 2006-08-21 21:32:48

meh...

Hey hope you are doing well!

I will post the pics once my PC starts working!

[Khushi]

2006-08-21 01:45:32

meh... i know i know that boy peed on me lol grrrr.............fly[flygirlfly] 2006-08-16 13:09:39

meh...

ya hehe i will post more pic soon just for you girl................fly

              much love

[flygirlfly]
2006-08-10 22:02:41

meh... hehe thanks iam so happy hes here...................fly[flygirlfly] 2006-08-08 11:49:33

meh... hey girl i miss you hehe..............fly[flygirlfly] 2006-08-06 15:42:56

meh... lol i know i want to kick her ass,..................fly[flygirlfly] 2006-07-26 10:20:59

meh...

Lols. Thanx for the comment. I am glad I am not the only one too... :o) I feel really bad for thinking this way and for going through his text msges but I can't help it!

But then again, I am his wife and I have a right to know whats he up to :o) So I guess its not that bad really...

[Khushi]
2006-07-26 05:33:47

meh...

well atleast u got a gorgeous ring :o)

[Khushi]

2006-07-25 05:46:07

meh... no no no, we arnt back on, he gave me the ring because we wont be getting back together... [twobrokenwings] 2006-07-25 05:17:41

meh...

Does this mean you"s are back on??? Shocked

[Bubble]
2006-07-25 04:52:15

meh...

oh wow he did so what does that mean for you guys now !!!!!!!!!!!!!

[flygirlfly]
2006-07-25 04:46:34

Hurting...

*hugs* I am so sorry. It definitely is going to be hard but sooner or later you will be over it inshallah. Try to keep yourself busy, keep your mind off him and try to be with friends and do things that you enjoy doing.

The fact that he didn't admit he did anything wrong, instead blamed you for not trusting him, shows he isn't worth it. You deserve better.

I know its all easier said than done.

I am always here if you need to talk.

Love,

[Khushi]

2006-07-24 01:17:50

Hurting...

i ask myself the same question and there like know answer for that kind of thing but then again maybe there is but its to hard to see right now, take care dont be so sad ok you did what you felt was right...................fly

[flygirlfly]
2006-07-23 22:04:13

It's done, it's all over thats just like a guy to still think they didnt do anything wrong grrr, man i just dont get it , but you did whats best for you , you know i hope all is good that comes your way becaues in time when you meet someone else better you will know what you were missing all this time......................fly[flygirlfly] 2006-07-23 22:02:22

It's done, it's all over I wish that I would of made my ex b/f promise me that!Comment![retard101] 2006-07-22 21:42:48

Here we go again! Am i the problem?

If matt keeps causing you this much pain, is it really worth it?

You're right about how if you break up he will be with other girls but you'll be with other guys. I'm still waiting for when ash(my ex) gets with another girl, i'll probably be really pissed off and jealous.

if you move to queensland, move to the coast somewhere, not brisbane, gets kinda boring here lol. I don't really get why people want to move to Qld though...

[jazzypurplediary]

2006-07-18 04:40:24

Here we go again! Am i the problem? You need some self esteem. If he is cheating on you move on. If he's cheating now he will always be cheating. Im so sorry for you that things are so tough at the moment. I hope it gets better.

Susans x

PS I LOVE Queensland, I would love to move there. I live in Sydney. It's ok.[Susans]
2006-07-17 06:30:36

Here we go again! Am i the problem?

Ugh... thats so sick.. i mean the conversation! But boys will be boys.. trust me.. they just don't think doing stuff over the internet is cheating. But I think you should confront him. Do let him know you came accross it and then you looked at the rest of the convos too. Let him know it hurts you.

I hope you are not pregnant!

[Khushi]
2006-07-16 23:47:04

Skip the entry, read the bottom...

I am sorry things are not coming along well for you and matt. I know breakup are always hard... but do you really have to??? Taking some time apart from each other may give you time to sort things out.

Good luck.

[Khushi]
2006-07-16 23:42:45

Here we go again! Am i the problem?

I think you should ask yr Bf to pay for the screen to get fixed if he has so much money that he can afford lingere and vibrators for other chicks!

My thoughts are with you... I hope things get better.

[Bubble]
2006-07-16 23:21:48

Here we go again! Am i the problem?

your younger write so why be pregant . i not saying anthing so don't be mad and why would he need to masterbate?

[original]

2006-07-16 21:10:27

Here we go again! Am i the problem? Hi. I keep up with the advice as best I can. So, I typically answer within an hour. If you ever need to talk, just leave me a comment. Or if you just want to get something off your chest, I'll listen and give you the support I can. I hope things work out for you. Stay strong, you're better than all this. [softballprincess] 2006-07-16 20:57:35

Here we go again! Am i the problem? Some people may think its nothing, but put yourself in the situation. It f***ing hurts to see sh*t like that. I know he would go ballistic if it was me doing it. Its wrong. And i have had enough of it. Its been going on for about 2 years. I think ive done a damn good job of putting up with it. The relationship isnt worth this much. I couldnt even tell you the last time he made me laugh. Or even the last time we had a conversation. And gifts or flowers, whats that? xxx[twobrokenwings] 2006-07-16 20:50:04

Skip the entry, read the bottom... There's no need to be a hermit and there's no reason to keep yourself out of relationships. You just need to have a healthy relationship. If you're always fighting, you're not in a healthy relationship. And if you're having doubts about being with him, you should take time apart. Just think about when you break up (if you do), you won't have to worry about fighting with him all the time.[softballprincess] 2006-07-16 20:48:57

Here we go again! Am i the problem? I think you need to break up with him. If he's talking like that and you feel he's with other women, there's no sense in staying with him. Plus, if he's causing you to be stressed out and things, it's not worth it.  And if you think getting away would do you good, you should go somewhere for a while. It might help to gather all your thoughts and help you relieve some stress and things. [softballprincess] 2006-07-16 20:44:33

Here we go again! Am i the problem?

i dont think it matters i think yuo should tell him about it, last time when i saw luis talking to a girl on the internter i told him about it, even tho i was looking in his e-mail and stuff but oh well, you right you said you would be happy to see him with othere girl but he could be with them now , why would they do stuff on the net if they have a girlfriend of wife right there, he could buy you stuff to wear and play around right, thats girl hes talking to i dont think shes has anything  that you dont have, grrr that makes me so mad i wonder what would he say if he saw that on your im or something he would be so mad so why wouldnt you right, your right about not wanting to fight but i know seeing that is breaking your heart, even tho it wasnt much but it broke my heart when i saw that on my pc, think about it thi somethings hurt when you keep them in side for so long but take care ok, do whatever makes you feel better becaues thats what matters..................................................fly

                                       love ya

[flygirlfly]
2006-07-16 20:36:43

Skip the entry, read the bottom... i think if you werent togethere anymore you shouldnt stop having fun becaues of it you know your young, just becaues its not working out with him doesnt mean there isnt a better guy out there waiting for you girl, but i understand you want to take time off from guys right an work and stuff but dont cut your self off from the world and not have fun, becaues fun is the best think to forget about whats going on.......................fly[flygirlfly] 2006-07-16 09:39:32

Skip the entry, read the bottom... PS I just read a few of your entries in the beginning of your diary Im know I've read them before but I definitely needed to 'refresh my memory' (lol it's old age I am in my 30's) and now know you are 18 and live in Aus. If you are in Sydney I can give you a few of the places in this area that might help you or at least a few examples. Otherwise my info stays the same. Check out local womens health centres and community services. Ring lifeline definitely for some information as I believe this is Australia wide.

What a brave young women you are. I think a psychologist would be a big help to you considering you have a history of cutting and have gone through abortion. Hey and you work with kids. Im a child care worker too....hey....good luck and keep us posted.[Susans]
2006-07-16 06:09:38

Skip the entry, read the bottom... Where do you live (ie country) because Im talking from an Aussie perspective. Counsellors are great as long as you find one that you feel comfortable with. I would go with someone who had training (preferably a psychologist). Psychologists are often person-people and are clever and wise but not mad like some pyschiatrists are and not untrained like some counsellors are. There is a range of counselling available for a range of costs. You need to start off with your local community health centres or womans health centres or something similar. They are usually free or cheap. Do you have a lifeline in your country you can call. You could call them and ask how you go about finding a cheap counsellor in your area.

Yes I have had counselling with psychologists both free and paid and both were brilliant and changed my life so go for it girl.

How come you need to see a counsellor? Is it because of these feelings you are describing above. I think it's time to move on from this relationship and go it alone for awhile. You will get over the feelings of feeling bad if he goes with another girl. You will meet other people also. Make links with girl friends to keep busy and join some groups or clubs. Im not preaching at you but if you are not anti the idea of church then find a church with a youth group or young peoples group depending on your age. Sometimes there are groups for the under 20's and 20's-30's etc. It's agreat way of meeting people and having a social life and fun. If this isn't for you then join something you have never done before like belly dancing or martial arts (I am as skinny and girly as anything but I did this for a few years in my early 20s and it was bloody fabulous for my confidence and self esteem and for making new friends.

Good luck okay.

Susans x[Susans]
2006-07-16 06:00:53

Skip the entry, read the bottom...

Great, let me know how you go... if you cant get onto them, I know of a few other places to try,

Also just to let you know, tell them everything, and if you are not happy with your councillor ask to speak to someone else. They are also only human and wont mind if you dont click with them. They will usually feel it too.

The only time any counsellor will intervene and bring in a 3rd person is if you threaten suicide or homicde... I have done the classes and know this for fact. So pour your heart out to them...

Goodluck

Bubble

[Bubble]
2006-07-16 01:54:41

Skip the entry, read the bottom...

yes.. counselors are very helpful, but be careful what you tell them if you are a minor... if you tell them bad things that you have done, they can and will tell your parents... not all warn you about this, but i was lucky enough to go to one that warned me... so now i'm warning you... Smile

~~KaRy~~

[tomorrowisanotherday]
2006-07-15 22:18:42

Skip the entry, read the bottom...

I also live in melbourne and have seen a counsellor a number of times. Try ringing Anglicare, Their ph number is 03 9321 6133. This is there melbourne number, but once you have called them they will put you onto somewhere closer to your home. Most counsellors cost heaps, but anglicare accept donations of what you can afford and will discuss that with you.

I hope this helps,

Bubble

[Bubble]
2006-07-15 22:01:15

Skip the entry, read the bottom... Yes, I have seen one before.  If your family has insurance, it won't be very expensive at all...otherwise it could get pricey.  I think they help.  It is someone who you can tell anything and everything to and they won't judge you.  They will just give you (sometimes) good advice.[xstarlesseyes] 2006-07-15 21:42:06

Puppy Doggy It was $195, which included vaccinations, vet check, desexing, heartworm check, flea check and flea and heartworm tablets[jazzypurplediary] 2006-07-15 18:53:43

Puppy Doggy Hey thanks for your nice comments. I started writing a book many years ago. I would say I was around 1/3 of the way through when I just ripped it up. I was writing about my life. It was too hard to see it all there like that and to admit that that was me. My book was called Susan. Susan was my imaginary friend as a child. Susan gave me the will to survive.

Susans x[Susans]
2006-07-14 15:13:40

Puppy Doggy lol thanks it took me along time to get the u/s pic up becaues i was lazy but i did lol,omg iam waiting and waiting for this kid so bad and the bad thing about it if luis doesnt buy the labtop befor i have him i cant tell everyone when i had him or what happen untill i get home, iam having a c-section so i think ill be in thats place for about 5 days like befor then i cant reall write when i get home becaues iam going to be in pain still but ill try.......................fly[flygirlfly] 2006-07-14 10:24:07

Puppy Doggy lols @ your comment on my diary. Those were verses from the Quran which I liked and posted just like that. [Khushi] 2006-07-11 23:54:31

Puppy Doggy lol ya ill post them up as best as i can tho hehe............fly[flygirlfly] 2006-07-11 20:24:49

Puppy Doggy

Aww both of those breeds are cute, although I favour Maltese more...only cuz my dog is a Maltese Shih Tzu cross.lol

its crazy all the accessories you can get for dogs now. Just the other day i saw a tuxedo and wedding dress costume for dogs. My dog has a super dog outfit lol.

[jazzypurplediary]
2006-07-11 01:30:35

Puppy Doggy

Awww dogs are so cute.. and they are really a joy to keep. Someday when I have a bigger place to live in, i may keep one too :o)

I hope you get te apprenticeship! All the best.

[Khushi]
2006-07-10 00:17:56

Puppy Doggy

thnx for the comments on my pics

<3 Brittany Wheeler

[Brittany1115]
2006-07-09 15:13:54

Puppy Doggy what i saw iis that puppy are better to get off the internet becaues they dont cost the same as the stores do, i should of did that myself now i have to keep this bad puppy lol good luck tho..............................fly[flygirlfly] 2006-07-09 14:32:28

Puppy Doggy I guess the answer to your question is that he does what he is doing because it's all he knows. Mum and dad never worked, neither does his stepfather. He witnessed dreadful domestic violence where his mum on one occasion was dead and had to be revived (*yet he still heroworships dad!), he was born addicted, his parents use, drink and all else. It's all he has ever seen and he makes excuses for everything and takes no responsibility for himself. Crying shame as he could have had so much potential.[Susans] 2006-07-09 03:31:36

Puppy Doggy Do you really want to do hairdressing. You will always have to work weekends etc....but good luck with it if thats what you want to do!

The dog will be cute. I love cats and dogs but dogs are way more work!


Susans x[Susans]
2006-07-08 21:51:35

Pictures, everybody loves pictures :o)

lol oh ya i feel better lol just got back up hehe.............fly

[flygirlfly]

2006-07-07 10:56:20

Pictures, everybody loves pictures :o)

Judgeing by all the comments you got, I guess you now know you are hot. But I'm not gonna say it. No not me. Oh well. You smoke baby. Damn I've got no will power.

[ATNR1]
2006-07-07 04:28:28

Pictures, everybody loves pictures :o) U are really pretty.U wont crack my screen.What is ur natrul hair color.[dimitria] 2006-07-07 01:56:56

Pictures, everybody loves pictures :o)

You are really really pretty!  What is your natural haircolor? 

You are the type of girl who could pull off any look and any hair color.

[xstarlesseyes]
2006-07-06 10:41:56

Pictures, everybody loves pictures :o) everyone does loves pic hehe.....fly[flygirlfly] 2006-07-06 10:08:36

Pictures, everybody loves pictures :o) You are so adorable! I love the first one especially, what an AMAZING body you have! There is no way in hell you would crack a computer screen girl!

I haven't been around much lately, I know! Life been madness, madness. Im trying to catch up and get more committed again,

regards

Susans[Susans]
2006-07-06 06:49:21

Pictures, everybody loves pictures :o) Just when the pains and aches starts getting better, heartburn sets in :o) [Khushi] 2006-07-05 23:46:53

Pictures, everybody loves pictures :o)

im lovin ur style...check out my pics too...i just put them on there a few hrs ago n im bored as f*** so i think ill go do more lol cya!!!!

<3 Brittany Wheeler

oh ps- Awesome hair!

[Brittany1115]
2006-07-05 23:17:20

Pictures, everybody loves pictures :o) Hey thanx for all the comments on my diary :o) Thats really sweet of u! [Khushi] 2006-07-05 00:37:23

Pictures, everybody loves pictures :o) I like your hair...you are actually quite pretty...i like your uniqueness...[texasweet] 2006-07-04 08:30:13

Pictures, everybody loves pictures :o) I love the first one. Crack the computer screens? uh no your really pretty.
[promisingLIES]
2006-07-03 13:29:48

Pictures, everybody loves pictures :o) ya luis is an ass wipe but someitmes hes better, or maybe he know that theres going to be the new man of the houes coming soon lol............................fly[flygirlfly] 2006-07-03 11:36:51

Pictures, everybody loves pictures :o)

your right, everybody does like pictures! ^_^

And that computer screen joke, funny. ;)

[darkles]
2006-07-02 23:05:10

Pictures, everybody loves pictures :o) you're really pretty, the one with the bow tie reminds me of a playboy bunny.lol[jazzypurplediary] 2006-07-02 19:46:33

Pictures, everybody loves pictures :o) Hey you are really pretty... nice pics...and yes the first one is really really kewl! [Khushi] 2006-06-28 07:32:58

Pictures, everybody loves pictures :o) nice pics ~.....=)[aniette] 2006-06-28 06:52:24

Pictures, everybody loves pictures :o) hey i really like the first one you look really cute with your hair like that hehe....................................fly[flygirlfly] 2006-06-25 06:31:11

KHUSHIE its a deal then lol about the food and i think khushie would like some too lol........fly[flygirlfly] 2006-06-24 10:41:03

KHUSHIE ya my pic is hard to see becaues its from my pic phone thats why it didnt come up good, hey you work at kfc right can i have some hehe, i wont let you down ill eat it all hehe.................fly[flygirlfly] 2006-06-23 11:57:53

KHUSHIE

Hey thanx I feel honored :o)

I'v added you! Would love to get to know you better.

[Khushi]
2006-06-23 07:21:49

Finally.. an update.. thats not worth reading! lol ya it was funny being in court, but ya i guess its ok you know 3 kids then i wont have to worry about haveing that many becaues i really dont want that many anyways, the last one may not happen untill some years down the road..................................fly[flygirlfly] 2006-06-21 11:00:46

Finally.. an update.. thats not worth reading! 477.gif..............fly[flygirlfly] 2006-06-20 14:12:42

Finally.. an update.. thats not worth reading! lol thats why i love you and i love talking to you becaues you understand what i feel , you are a great friend i just wish we were friends in person hehe and maybe we could go shopping lol......................fly[flygirlfly] 2006-06-20 11:43:25

Finally.. an update.. thats not worth reading! ya sometimes i dont understnad luis hes an ass hole sometimes i just want to kill his ass............................fly[flygirlfly] 2006-06-18 15:24:33

Finally.. an update.. thats not worth reading! why the shocked face?
[breakdown]
2006-06-18 01:19:02

Finally.. an update.. thats not worth reading! Your pop does sound like he has a bit of a gambling problem. That's good that you told your mum about the abortion, like you don't have to keep that secret from her anymore.[jazzypurplediary] 2006-06-17 20:14:45

Finally.. an update.. thats not worth reading!

Hey, Ive been waiting for you to write, hoping that your new job would be great... its a shame it was 1 of those scams... I always feel for those people that knock on my door in the evening trying to sell me something.

Hopefully working at KFC will get you a good reference to work in a much better place.

Its great that u feel like you are getting along better with your mum, and beleive me I know what terrible 2's are about ( I have a little girl)

And for your relationship with yr man... remember what you went thru was a huge thing, and hopefully he will understand that too. If the relationsip is worth so much then keep trying, but remember, you only have 1 life...

Good luck, Bubble

[Bubble]
2006-06-17 19:13:05

Finally.. an update.. thats not worth reading! girl i was waiting for your update hehe now iam happy to read it, hopefully you can get a job soon that you will love na dmake money off and yes brothere can be pains right i know i have 5, sorry to hear about you and your boyfriend maybe its just something wrong that you both dont see yet, with the sex thing lol maybe becaues of the heat thats why its gone becaues mine is gone all the way i dont even thing about sex lol maybe afthere the baby gets here hehe.....................fly[flygirlfly] 2006-06-17 10:28:07

Movin on up! lol takes i never could take that cute of a pic but that one of my puppy was cute but anyways when am i going to get an update from you girl.......................fly[flygirlfly] 2006-06-13 06:28:30

Movin on up! wow, manager! you're doing well! I hope you're liking your job[jazzypurplediary] 2006-06-07 01:29:25

Movin on up! Congratulations on becoming manager so soon!!![Bubble] 2006-06-05 02:28:15

Movin on up! yay thats great! good for you. glad things are good, hope driving goes well! x[smellywhizz] 2006-06-04 07:32:08

Movin on up! thats cool you going to be manage already that great hey your young sp more power and money to you hehe...............fly[flygirlfly] 2006-06-04 05:11:25

Movin on up! congratulations![xxShadesOfGrayxx] 2006-06-04 01:14:54

Boring Stuff, dont bother... lol thats funny that your room is messed up when your not even there lol.............fly[flygirlfly] 2006-06-03 10:25:44

Boring Stuff, dont bother... hey, just read yr last entry, congrats on new car!!! And I am a BB fan also... I have the hots for Jamie badTwisted Evil lol, Cant stand Dino![Bubble] 2006-06-01 05:17:26

Boring Stuff, dont bother... opss i added my note too many times sorry lol....flyNeutral[flygirlfly] 2006-05-23 15:48:52

Boring Stuff, dont bother... its good you are ok and good luck but dont worry about updateing becaues most peole just want to read about bad stuff most of the time anyways and alot had happen to you already so its good your just chilling now.......................fly[flygirlfly] 2006-05-23 15:46:49

Boring Stuff, dont bother... its good you are ok and good luck but dont worry about updateing becaues most people just want to read about bad stuff most of the time anyways and alot had happen to you already so its good your just chilling now.......................fly[flygirlfly] 2006-05-23 15:46:49

Boring Stuff, dont bother... its good you are ok and good luck but dont worry about updateing becaues most people just want to read about bad stuff most of the time anyways and alot had happen to you already so its good your just chilling now.......................fly[flygirlfly] 2006-05-23 15:46:49

Just an entry lol i wish i could give the puppy to you she is a mess maker and she is bad just like her big sister arianna lol......................fly[flygirlfly] 2006-05-23 01:22:04

Just an entry ya i think your right i dont think iam going to have any sleep when that baby comes but iam going to be happy to have him that it wont matter to me when hes here, luis is going to stay at home for a bit when hes here becaues when you have a c-scetion you can do much at first but rest, and he needs to help with the baby arianna and her bad puppy lol.......................fly[flygirlfly] 2006-05-22 11:42:57

Just an entry Jaime and Katie are so cute lol, i love big brother.[jazzypurplediary] 2006-05-17 00:31:41

Just an entry thats good you have a car now, little brothere will do that to you, your boyfriend mmm maybe it will blow over soon, just chill and good luck getting a nite job................fly[flygirlfly] 2006-05-16 13:03:14

IMPERREBECCA lol thats funny i just got my hair straight that day i went to jail and i have high lights in it half blonde lol, so you are right, but i hope you had a good time yesterday too....................fly[flygirlfly] 2006-05-15 10:56:29

IMPERREBECCA lol i put up a pic of me and your not around hehe, well it will be there when you come on..........fly[flygirlfly] 2006-05-13 18:46:27

IMPERREBECCA lol iam know its killing you to see a pic of me well iam working on it iam trying to get a good one hehe, but you will wait know longer, and luis too hehe i will get a better one og him to if he stay still for a min..............fly[flygirlfly] 2006-05-12 08:07:15

IMPERREBECCA hey how are you i just wanted to say thank you for the support becaues even my family dont give me that............fly[flygirlfly] 2006-05-11 14:15:25

angels, devils, cars and work good to hear from you girl...............fly[flygirlfly] 2006-05-08 15:36:54

angels, devils, cars and work

Wow, having the flu for two weeks? I would swear god hates me if i had it for that long lol, that's just me, I'm weird like that... hah Mr. Green

[darkles]
2006-05-06 23:12:23

Dont read, youll just be wasting your time... ya iam going to put a pic of me but i want to take a cute one hehe......fly[flygirlfly] 2006-05-06 10:01:18

Dont read, youll just be wasting your time...

H3y, i've got the flu too n it's bummin me out!

[tamm]

2006-05-04 06:39:24

Dont read, youll just be wasting your time... aww thats why you;ve ben missing from mmd , i hope you feel better becaues it dont sound like your having fun , well being sick isnt fun feel better ,stay in bed ..................fly[flygirlfly] 2006-04-30 16:31:52

Dont read, youll just be wasting your time... BROKEN WINGS!1 I AM SORRY THAT YOU ARE SICK!!! EAT AND FEEL BETTER!! DRINK HOT GREEN TEA WITH HONEY AND LEMON. LIE DOWN AND WATCH A NICE MOVIE WHILE YOU SNUGGLE UNDER YOUR WARM COVERS!!  DON'T YOU FEEL BETTER ALREADY? HAAAA!! CHICKEN SOUP AND A BUTTER ROLL WILL SAVORED THE PALET AND THE SOUL. TALK TO ME LATER TO LET ME KNOW YOU ARE BETTER. mY PRAYS ARE WITH A NICE, DECENT YOUNG LADY.[stanlee] 2006-04-30 00:07:22

Dont read, youll just be wasting your time... eat saltine crackers! Mr. Green thats what I always do when I have the flu... i hope you feel better!!![CrAzY4FOB] 2006-04-29 23:54:01

Ooga Booga! lol i know what you mean my girl is 2 now too lol iam getting the hole deal lol............fly[flygirlfly] 2006-04-29 00:12:30

Ooga Booga! my bro dose me ed in and i think u should tell youre mum xxxxxxxxxxxxx[gazza] 2006-04-27 09:15:16

Ooga Booga! good luck with the dog and especially the car!! ;) [Bluemist04] 2006-04-26 01:36:55

Ooga Booga! lol thats good lol little kids can get anything they want most of the time i think he will help you out alot on getting your dog hehehe, i dont want all the pain from having this baby but i can wait to see him or her and to dream and think how the hell me and luis make a wonderful think like that lol i still wonder about arianna how did she come out so damn cute lol thanks laterz..................................fly[flygirlfly] 2006-04-22 22:05:15

Click here for pics! they are sooooooooooooo cute!!!![tamm] 2006-04-22 06:42:16

Click here for pics! thanks if i do put pics up , i have to take some cute ones first hehe laterz ..................fly[flygirlfly] 2006-04-21 23:35:39

Click here for pics!

omg those kids are soooo adorable!

[Bluemist04]
2006-04-17 17:04:18

I should...

right after work is always the grossest feeling ever, and then i'm always too lazy to go do anything about it too, lol

[Bluemist04]
2006-04-17 17:02:47

Click here for pics! They are so cute!!![Bubble] 2006-04-17 09:02:02

Click here for pics! What  adorable kids!  That last pic is priceless.  [xstarlesseyes] 2006-04-15 22:01:32

Click here for pics! the third pic is my favorite! he is a lil cutie!!![jules07] 2006-04-15 21:57:52

Click here for pics! happy happy easter ................fly[flygirlfly] 2006-04-15 11:54:43

Click here for pics!

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Sorry!Cool They are so cute!Wink Where can I get one of them?! I NEED ONE OF THEM!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! NOOOOOOOOWWWWWWWWWWWWW

[Sandra5]
2006-04-15 07:27:32

Click here for pics! CUTIE[Kathy123] 2006-04-15 04:23:14

Click here for pics! they are so.....Cute[Kathy123] 2006-04-15 00:55:13

Click here for pics!

Aw cute! Like the one of them eating dinner, its funny Laughing

*KumaL*

[Kumal]
2006-04-14 11:18:45

Click here for pics! lol i love the first pic with the hair thats so cute lol............................fly[flygirlfly] 2006-04-14 10:06:51

I should... lol i feel like going to sleep right now but arianna  is a crazy little girl thats doesnt go to sleep......................fly[flygirlfly] 2006-04-12 15:09:44